Man...I'm so confused inside...
I tot **** forgotten me. But reading the blog, I realised **** hasn't...but still misses me...
Me? I...erm..haven't forgotten us either. I've been telling everyone that **** has been a close to perfect match to my criteria, yet...at least now...I'm not ready to go into a r/s...
Why? I guess it's really not the time. My mind is only fixed upon VCF and studies this year and thinking of a r/s makes me feel stressed. Yet, how beautiful sld it be to have someone to support me all the way thru this tough times...But I'm just not ready, I'm not prepared...I fear history repeating itself, where I felt so artificial being with **** that it becomes a stress...I know I'm selfish, but this is no joking matter and definitely no time to act hero (and sacrifice my feelings for responsibility)... such a conflict...I hate conflicts!!!!
It's 18 days and counting...Father Lord, what sld I do that wld glorify you?
May I learn to speak love in truth.
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